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I just wanted to put a quick update about my life on here..

A lot has happened, good and bad in the first 6 months of this year. 
I'm happier now then I have been for a long time though, which is massive for me!
Money situation is getting sorted, slowly but surely, and I will be debt free! Well.. until I take the plunge into the mortgage situation.. 

I've learnt now to slow things down, live a little whilst paying off my debt, as I also need to enjoy life before it passes me by! 
I'm now watching what I eat, controlling my weight, and exercising more now. I'm smiling, laughing, and simply enjoying everything that life throws at me! 
I'm getting out more, with the roof down, enjoying the weather at the moment. 
I still hate being alone, and thats one thing which does get to me.. 

I miss the cuddles and general affection from a girlfriend, but I guess its more of a waiting game then anything? I hope so anyway.
Maybe I just jump into situations a bit too quickly, and rush them. I need to learn to slow down and take things slowly, and relax.. that word is key.
I have a lot to offer in life, and maybe I've reached the end of one chapter in my life? 
The chapter that shows a shy and person, who isn't willing to take many chances, especially when it comes to relationships. Rushes into certain situations.
I dont want to regret things in life. My goal is to have my loan paid off in 4 months, if not sooner. Credit Card by the end of the year. 
This is realistic too. 
In the mean time, I will also be getting some bits bought for my car, because thats what im about.. Im a car person, and always will be! 
Next thing is to smile as much as possible, get a bit of a tan going, lose a bit of the excess, and enjoy some car shows with my mates. get drunk, get stoned, and soak in the festival atmospheres. 

I'm looking forward to the back end of this year.. because life is what you make of it. Dont regret things, because you have the power to do what you want, when you want. 



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